Blog #3

It has been a while since I have last been on blogger, and I have reconsidered the idea of blogging, on an online community where everyone can see you. It would be foolish to think that any one could identify you from your personal experience, let alone find much interest in it.

I still hate it here, and today was a particularly difficult day. I have written the majority of my exams, and all the exams I care about: French, Marketing, Social Studies, and Science. Unfortunately, I have lost motivation (the little I had) and am neglecting to study, subsequently, I am writing this blog. How can one even study for Math or English? - Rather, how can one study for those subjects and still be effective, productive, and entertained. In addition to procrastination, I am also inspired by one of my friends, keeping a journal with pen and paper. I would consider that, however, I would find that far to risky; I live in a boys dormitory, and nothing is hidden but that in which we keep in our heads.

On the brighter side, soon I will be returning home- Edmonton, after the long, relatively challenging year of studies. I think a good long summer vacation will serve me well. I have a feeling that this will be an exciting summer. Long, hot days - working for a car or some other toy - followed by working out, alone, perhaps, and with a personal trainer, and plenty of video games.

Returning home, however, I wonder who I shall see - friendships that will develop or otherwise. I have lost touch with many of my old friends, and I doubt I will be making many new ones. At this point, I don't even really want to make new ones...I am sick of people, and I think I have had my fill for many weeks to come. In addition, I'l be working 5 days a week and 9 to 5 days, so there will not be much time for friends.

I am worried about this. How will I manage to work that much? I have just finished an taxing school year, one where I go to school six days a week - I really wonder how this will all work out. As much as I appreciate my parents, will I be able to undergo the experience of working along side them for a whole summer...8 long weeks? This is how people look forward to going back to school though. They have boring summers, and realized how much more exciting and social their summers could be.

It is getting later, and I really should start packing...